..SORI MAMA ABAH..

tadi pagi sebelum g kuliah,tengah tunggu cik era bersiap,then fonku berbunyi..
my abah call..
and it really touch my heart..
abah tanya kabar and all sort of things and then he ask about balik umah..and then he said something "ain dah tak ingat kat umah ke" and it make aku rasa tersangatlah bersalah..ya ALLAH sesungguhnya hati ni always teringat kat umah tapi this few weeks i'm really so so busy..sangat2 tension..
sori abah,mama ain dah lama tak fon umah..bukan tak rindu,ain rindu sesgt but masa siang dah full sesangat dengan lecture+clinical+pbl and all stuff of things..mlm lak busy ngan surau+meeting+nota2 yang tersangatlah byk tak bc+other unimportant thing that also fulfill my night..bila teringat nak fon umah je mesti dah tersangat lewat and tak kena dengan time and mama ngan abah dah tido..i'm really2 sori..when i said "ain tak lupa kat umah la.. busy ckit sekarang ni..abah rindu ain ye..takpa2 minggu ni ain balik umah" juz trying to pujuk my abah and once he said something that touch my heart "takpa2 abah faham ain busy" and make me rasa bersalah again..sori abah..mama pun aku juz chat kt ym je td tu pun diselang-selikan dengan bc notes FLM sampaikan mama kena buzz aku bcoz i don't reply msg mama..sori mama..anak mama ni memang agak lupa diri bila dikelilingi ngan studi..sori sesangat..

sori also to ayin..selalunya at least once a week,kak will call or msg you tanya kabar and give semangat for ur spm..but last week i'm very busy sampai kak tak fon or msg lansung sampaikan you have to msg me first and your words "kak ain..kalu kak ain tak busy plez call ayin.." make me rasa bersalah again..and your msg actually agak tak sesuai ngan time bcoz i'm at hospital at that time so i'm a bit late realized and reply ur msg..sori again..and that evening you call me first bcoz u think kak dah lupa nak fon ayin,kak tak lupa but i juz balik bilik at that time and one more time kak kecewakan ayin when i said "jap kak fon balik,kak nak solat asar jap" and your replied at that time "ok,sori kak ain nyusahkan kak ain" and it make me rasa bersalah again..and one more time sori again..ayin tak nyusahkan kak pun juz kak a bit lupa diri when surrounded with studies and works..sori again..

and one more thing..YA ALAH,YA TUHANKAN ampunkan hambaMu ini jika aku telah melebihkan dunia ini daripada beribadat padaMU..sungguh,sekarang ni dah jarang aku mejejakkan kaki ke rumahMU YA ALLAH..ampunkanku YA ALLAH..