EXCHANGE STUDENT USM-UNIMAS 2

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

bersua kembali dalam sesi ke2 exchange student usm-unimas..
sambungan daripada post sblm ni tapi berkisar tentang student usm ke unimas pulak..

ok it started at 13 feb 2009...
pagi tu kami seramai 15 org naik van usm ke airport kat pc..naik flight to klia then transit a while at klia sblm ambil flight g sarawak..


.......bergambar kat airport...........




masa transit tu sempat lagi kami bergambar..hihihi




then sampai kat airport sarawak kami sangat2 lah terkejut..kami disambut dengan bannernya..dengan photographernya..then ramai betul manusia yang menyambut..memang sangat2 terkejut..hihihi thanks sesangat...

then,sampai kat unimas..at first kami ingat kami akan duk satu bilik semua orang..rupa-rupanya berpecah..aku duk satu rumah ngan hazira and satu bilik dengan kak ain, kak 4th year medic..kak ain tu sangat baik..aku terasa seperti ada kakak kandung lak waktu duk ctu..dia sangat caring..memang rasa agak terharu la bg aku yang takda kakak ni huhuhu..sampai2 je rumah tu kakak tu terus jemput aku makan spaghetti yang dia buat..memang rasa sgt terharu+terjemput..terima kasih sesgt..hihihi

then malam tu ada majlis perasmian..then dijamukan makanan yang sedap lagi..ye makan lagi..hihihihi

keesokkan hari nya kami berjalan-jalan..
mula2 kami g tempat kek lapis tu dulu..banyak jugak la duitku terhabis kat ctu hihihi


then kami naik cam sampan untuk ke seberang..



then,kami g melawat muzium2 kat sarawak..memang banyak sesangat muzium kat ctu..aku siap wat main treasure hunt lagi hihihi kat satu muzium ni ada pamplet yang tunjuk ada benda2 menarik dekat2 muzium tu so aku pun wat cam treasure hunt mencari benda2 tu..bawah adalah beberapa gambar yang aku ambik dengan benda2 menarik tu..


ni dipanggil klirieng..dah berusia lebih drpd 150 thn..pada masa dulu,kaum kajang yang tggal kat hulu sg rajang telah memelihara rangka bangsawan2 terkenal dalam tiang ni..


ni pulak dikenali sebagai salong(tempat pengebumian kayan).penyiapan salong ini mengambil masa selama 5 thn..sebelum ini,tiang ini telah digunakan utk meletakkan rangka anak perempuan ketua kaum yg terkenal dan seorg ketua yg lain..


ukiran batu misteri..kalu korang perasan ada mcm bentuk org kat batu misteri nih..



batu belakang tu dipanggil mengalit kelabit..dibuat sbg bumbung utk melindungi rangka ketua kaum yang dikebumikan bawah struktur tu..


ini pulak dikenali sbg salong(kubur punan)

selepas habis melawat muzium2 tu,kmi solat then makan baru g bershopping depan waterfront..depan waterfront 2 ada byk2 kdai..byk jgak la barang yang dibeli..beli kain batik sarawak,pasu dan mcm2 lagi la..

then, mlam tu kami g pasar satok..pasar satok cam tempat membeli-belah jugak la..kat ctu aku try laksa sarawak..boleh tahan lah..

then

keesokkan harinya kami g pantai..ada aktiviti pantai..


................fairuz,wan,aku,addy................................



.......muka-muka keletihan...


.........posing ala-ala video klip kumpulan nasyid hihihihi......


......belakang kami tu gunung santubong...

kemudian kami pergi sarawak cultural vilage..



sarawak cultural village ni ala-ala taman mini malaysia kat melaka kalu korang pernah pergi la..dalam satu tempat tu ada banyak2 rumah mengikut kaum..kalu kat melaka tu banyak2 rumah mengkut negeri..ada 7 buah rumah..ada rumah panjang bidayuh,rumah panjang iban,rumah org penan,rumah panjang org ulu,rumah orang melanau,rumah org melayu and lastly rumah orang cina..tempat ni sangat best la bagi aku..setiap rumah tu ada kelebihan masing2..kat rumah orang bidayuh tu ada boleh belajar sumpit..



dan macam-macam lagi la..




last skali ada persembahan tarian



keesokkan harinya kami officially bergelar pelajar unimas dengan menjalani pmp dengan diorg..pagi isnin tu trus bermula dengan PBL..aku ngan jia hour satu pbl ngan datin liyana..hiihihi cam kebetulan je yana pun satu PBL ngan aku and jia hour kat USM so we can compare more than others la..what make the difference between our pbl and theirs is they have only two pbl sesion while us have 3 pbl session(wlaupun kadang2 dipendekkan kepada 2 je hihihi)..yang lain tu lebih kurang sama ja..after that br masuk lecture..


petang tu kami dibawa berjumpa dengan timbalan dekan unimas..so ada la sesi bertanya+menjawab soalan..then after that sesi lawatan sekitar fakulti perubatan unimas..

kami pergi mlawat makmal peyelidikan

kami dibrief serba sedikit tentang malaria..

then,makmal anatomi


then g satu tempat cam csc(clinical skill center) kita..ada banyakla patung2 digunakan utk pratikal..salah satunya patung yang aku pgang tu digunakan untuk choking..


then ada g lab diorg..ala2 mdl kita api diorg ada 2 lab-wet and dry lab..

.........................ni yg dry lab........................



..........................ni yang wet lab...............................

habis melawat2 petang tu pas solat asar semua kami pergi wisma seberkas...



ni tempat membeli-belah yang paling dekat dengan unimas..
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.....................shopping!!!!!..........................

then malam tu kami makan malam di luar..makan kat seberang waterfront..




and one more time naik sampan...


........keadaan dalam sampan.memang meriah hihihi........................




sempat lagi aku,addy ngan wan bergambar dengan pak cik yang bawa sampan tu..thanks pak cik..


balik tu,kami sempat singgah kat tempat kucing besar tu..kat dalam tv ngan gambar cam besar sesgt kucing tu..rupa-rupanya takda la besar sangat..hihihi




then,malam esoknya kami pergi shopping complex, the spring..



makan2 kat ctu..then diorg semua g shopping.aku takda mood sangat nak shopping sbb dah banyak dh duit habis hihihi then aku ngan wan decide nak g mph..kat mph aku jmpa buku inkheart..nak beli sesgt..then,anis liyana inform kalu kat sarawak harganya mahal ckit baik beli kat semenanjung,then niat tu terkubur begitu saja..aku cari buku kat kl ari tu but dah habis stok huhuhu nanti la ye aku cta pasal pencarianku di kl huhuhu sedih..



then malam esoknya ada sesi kerohanian kat surau yang disampaikan oleh en. solihin..
malam tu kami berkhemah kat bilik emma wat spaggheti..tapi malam tu tetiba je aku migraine+nausea..aku betul2 rasa menyusahkan org je waktu tu..apa2 pn mitak maaf pada semua sbb takleh aku nak menolong pa2 mlm tu..and thanks to anis suhana mlm tu hihihi..really miss you..

then the last night arrive..mlm tu ada majlis penutup ngan ada sesi perkongsian..betul2 rasa syahdu malam tu..malam tu sempat lagi aku melawak "kita gabung je la usm ngan unimas" hihihi hmm apakan daya..kita semua ada tanggungjawab masing2 yang perlu kita tunaikan..setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan..tak sangka kan daripada tak kenal boleh jadi rapat sesanggat..betul2 rndu kat korang huhuhu especially liyana my pblmate,hazira my housemate,yaya ngan semua la..rindu sangat semua..moga2 kita berjumpa lagi..mana tau nnti kerja satu hospital ke..hopefully..that's all..banyak sebenrnya nak cta lagi tapi dah tak larat hihihi
malam ni aku nak bertolak g perak pulak for big sib..ahh i really miss my weekend..huhuh so ymku,gt dan blogku akn sunyi wat sementara waktu lagi..bertemu lagi nanti..wslm

p/s to unimas students(especially yg 13 org tu, shuli,yaya,hazira,liyana,farah,maryam,emma,anis suhana,anis liyana, shikin, hazemi, hafriz ngan syed) thanks and sorry for everthing ye korang..korang memang best la..miss all of u.. =) moga berjumpa lagi..wslm

EXCHANGE STUDENT USM-UNIMAS 1

Assalamualaikum..

Bersua kembali setelah ku menghilangkan diri lebih seminggu daripada blog kesayanganku ini huhuhu

Seperti yang dijanjikan I would like to story mory a bit about program pertukaran pelajar usm-unimas..

Briefly.. this program dicetus oleh sahabat usm kita merangkap mpp that is razzi..then an interview been held(I don’t remember the date) 15 student were chose to be the participant of this program..
Antaranya..
1. munish
2. razzi
3. solehin
4. saravanan
5. jia hour
6. jasmine
7. Claire
8. ida
9. aida
10. addy
11. wan
12. fairuz
13. aina
14. yani
15. me-ain

the program begin with unimas student came first to our campus. They arrive at airport on 7 February 2009..

and the story begin from that day..
malam tu beberapa orang g menjemput unimas student from airport..that is me,munish,razzi,solehin,addy,wan and ida..a bit tired that night sbb siang tu ada program ckit..the night b4 beli barang2 tuk unimas student and barang2 tuk jualan untuk mengutip duit tuk program skspm..memang sangat pack la mggu tu..
ada 13 students from unimas yang datang..

1. shuli
2. hazirah
3. yaya
4. liyana
5. anis suhana
6. anis liana
7. maryam
8. farah
9. emma
10.shikin
11. hafriz
12. hazemi
13. syed hazran



then keesokannya ari nya ada majlis perasmian..me and addy as ajk makanan just busy pasal makanan la..that morning a bit tension sbb ada problem ngan makanan ckit.. for that perasmian kami sediakan nasi lemak and for vip ada kuih tambahan..the prob is kuih and air arrive late,aku ngan addy dah macam nak mengamuk je dgn *** ***..yes you know who..hihihihi smpaikan addy beli air kat café nurani je dulu then baru air ‘vip’ tu sampai..memang agak kalut la pagi tu..but still at last aku ngan addy manage to do it..haha we just a good combination,right????(macm puji diri sendiri je kan hihihi)

then, after that we went to rantau panjang.. tempat bershopping!!! As usual sebelum g I will contact my brother,ayin(the most boros person I’ve ever known hihihi) tanya dia ada apa2 benda ka dia nak pesan and as usual he is a demanding brother and mula la pesan benda2 yang berjenama hohoho dia pesan kasut berjenama nike with description of colour that is only black and white with size 8..lastly setelah agak lama menilik kasut2 kat ctu then I found a suitable kasut for him..hope he like it bcoz one more thing about him is he is so cerewet..ahh adikku yang seorang itu..then I also buy blouse, 1 for myself and 1 for my mother..untuk my lovely abah aku beli kemeja,untuk adikku irfan ada 2 shirt and lastly for my only sister aku belikan blouse jgak.. and one more thing for myself is a sport shoes for myself

then balik daripada rantau panjang we stop by at kb mall..tuk makan2..then we went to kb..plannya nak g muzium dll but dah lewat sgt so semua tempat2 yang nak g dah tutup..so just bergambarr je la.sori la buat unimas student, plan banyak kali berubah sampaikan tak jadi kita nak g muzium tu..sori sgt2...then the amazing thing is I met my secondary school’s teachers there..yap teachers from AIGS..mula2 masa sampai kb masa pak cik mat park bas tu aku dah perasan ada satu bas seakan-akan menyerupai bas sekolahku..so aku duk perati je..then lepas semua solat+ada ambik gambar sedikit aku perasan ada beberapa orang yang macam dikenali..then dari jauh aku perasan that is cikgu khairana(aka miss khai =) ) then aku pun ajak aina teman aku nak tegur cikgu..then program jejak kasih pun bermula hihihi masa tu ada cikgu mazanah, ustazah che maznah, mr. chong,others adalah guru baru yang tidak ku kenali.. sembang2 ckit..cikgu2 ada kursus ckit kat kelatan so cam rezki je nak jumpa..kalu tak disebabkan ada program melawat2 with unimas student takda maknanya aku nak menapak kat tempat tu plus nak terjumpa ngan cikgu2 sekolah aku dulu..memang jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan..

then..malam tu we had a barbeque at pcb(pantai cahaya bulan).. ada beberapa orang pergi dulu just to prepare barang sesikit sblm yang lain datang..ada dua keta g awal..aku,aida and aina naik keta aku..and wan,addy,sara and ida naik keta wan..agak kelam kabut la petang tu sbb baru balik dr jln2 kan pagi tu..apa2 pn alhamdulilah semua berjalan lancar..bila mengenangkan saat nak dapat tempat for barbeque+kerja keras aku and addy nak setkan makanan for barbeque,at last semua kerja tu rasa berbaloi bcoz semuanya berjalan lancar..ayam and daging sampai melebih-lebih sedangkan kami punya la risau makanan tak cukup sampaikan tak lalu nak makan pada awalnya hihihi biasalah dua2 ajk makanan tak berapa berpengalaman hihihi then kat ctu ada wat ice breaking..the best part kat pcb ni adalah pantai!!!!dapat jugak aku melepaskan rindu kat penang huhuhu betul2 rindu rumah+pantai kat penang nih =( sempat jugak aku,aina and addy melepaskan tensen dengan menjerit sepuas hati…yeah medic student it just synonym with tension hihhihi

then the class begin…bila dah mula kelas dah tak banyak aktiviti luar..just ada makan2 je kat luar..we also had prepared cadaver dissection for unimas student..thanks for their request kalu tidak kerna request from them sampai graduate rasanya aku takda peluang nak dissect cadaver..hihihi yes usm academic do not have cadaver dissection.. we have cadaver but it is too limited to be use by 200++ students!!!

Then, ada kami bawak unimas student g sate Malaysia.. then ada dinner with TDA at sue tomyam..masa aku inform yang lain2 kata wat dinner kat sue tomyam,reaksi semua macam..”kenapa sue tomyam??” “takda tempat ekslusif lagi ka??”..aku and addy just reply “ok pe tempat tu best la sedap pun sedap..tempat atas dia ekslusif pa”..jawapan tu still cam tak memuaskan diorang bila aku tengok mimic muka masing2 just macam ‘unbelievable’..apa2 aja la..but that night also alhamdulilah berjalan dengan lancar..the best part is TDA pun puji tempat tu..aku tau ni dari munish la..TDA cakap tempat ni ok sesuai for occasion yg kecik2.. and here shows mine and addy’s point are correct..hiihihi so we still the best (one more time puji diri sendiri hihihi)

That’s all cita pasal unimas student datang usm..cita pasal usm student unimas plak akan disambung dalam pos yang berikutnya..adios..wslm..

JUST WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

diriku kepenatan+kengantukan tp disbbkan rindu nak update blog kesyganku ini so aku pn menekan keyboard laptopku ini..

huh miggu ni sngatlah pack..aku join program pertukaran pelajar perubatan usm-unimas that will start this friday..this friday bebudak unimas akan tiba di kampusku..me as ajk makanan just busy survey+pesan makanan tuk diorang..and bcoz of that boleh dikatakan setiap malam aku and addy(ajk makanan gak) kuar survey restoran..survey tempat bbq kat PCB..and macam2 lagi smpaikan aku dah rasa tak lalu nak kuar hahaha

aku dah penat tekan clash,aku dah penat tukar gear,aku dah penat pegang stereng kesimpulannya aku dah tak larat+takda mood nak drive dah!!! anyone want to be my driver??? =)

tak cukup dengan tu..i'm also join skspm(seminar kecermerlangan SPM) program..bawah exco penajaan..nama pun exco penajaan so we are busy with cari sponsor plus berniaga tuk cari duit..memandangkan interfaith dialogue is coming so we want to kaut untung ckit la from that hihihi so exco penajaan akan buat jualan ckit masa interfaith dialogue so buat kawan2 sama2 la membantu kami mengumpul tuk program skspm dnegan membeli makanan dari gerai kami..bantuan anda amatlah dihargai.. =)

and nak cta ckit pasal program pertukaran pelajar usm-unimas tu..nama pun program pertukaran pelajar so program nya berjalan begini..seminggu bermula dari harii jumaat ni student unimas seramai 13 org akan stay kat usm,diorg akan ikut kuliah+pbl+clinical teaching sekali dengan student2 yang lain then seminggu lepas tu kami 15 org yang terlibat pulak akan g sarawak and join diorang pnya kelas pulak..
so b4 they came we have to prepared so much thing for them..one of it is cadaver dissection..


SURGEON AIN SABRINA???(aku cuba meniru gaya asada ryutaro dalam cita team medical dragon =)

apa2 pn kerja penat tu insyALLAH berbaloi sbb aku memang suka menyibukkan diri ni hihihi takdala..just want to get that experience..sekadarnya satu masa di hari tua nnti aku tak menyesal sbb aku dah gunakan masa muda to do what i want..studi2 jugak namun what more important is what we do that can make we proud with ourself and at the same time fulfill our dream..chayo!!!gambate!!!

COVERT ISSUE

i got this email from my friend..i just want to share with others..
bersyukurlah dengan nikmat islam kita...


Convert Issue

Disiarkan pada Jan 15, 2009 dalam kategori Kenyataan, Penjelasan |
Sejak dahulu saya selalu mengkritik tentang sikap pengurusan agama, peranan zakat, kejumudan pemikiran dalam isu saudara baru. saya pernah cadangkan beberapa isu saudara baru sehingga menjadi kontraversi nasional ketika saya menjadi mufti. Antaranya; isu bin Abbdullah, isu zakat untuk muallaf agar diluaskan, isu zakat kita tidak berfungsi, isu masjid cina dan lain-lain.
Email yang seperti ini bukan kali pertama saya terima. Begitu banyak sebelum ini rintihan mereka yang baru menganut Islam yang dikemukakan. Kali ini biar laman ini menyiarkan salah satu dari rintihan mereka untuk menggambarkan mengapakah ada di kalangan mereka yang hendak keluar Islam dan kenapa bukan Islam tidak berminat dengan Islam di Malaysia.

Assalamualaikum, Dr Mohd Asri,
I am a new muslim in Malaysia but consider myself without knowledge of Islam right now.. When I got converted, the personnel in JAWI did not give me a QUR’an in English at all! Weird cause the christians provide a Bible immediately when one is converted. I was surprised but due to my love of Islam, I accepted and I was working then. So it was not a problem. But now, I am just a housewife and without the financial aid, I have had difficulties obtaining materials for studies of Islam in English language, a language i understand very well. There are classes being held by JAWI and PERKIM but I am sad to say they are more into cultural rather than Religion and they have all materials in MALAY which I don’t understand. We don’t need any traditions but we need just Islam as a religion here. And the trainers do not understand we are from different faiths. They must come down to our level, instead of expecting us to come up to their level. Its tough to explain, but only one who went through these, would understand. We should have more classes organised by Muslims who used to be from other religion and in the language of English or chosen by the student, instead of the Government choosing our language in which we should understand.
I would hope the future Malaysia includes a light for the New Muslims as in helping them in terms of education in English for Islam, The Qur’an classes and for other books, VCDs and DVDs to be produced in English for ppl like us. I wonder if there is a union of New Muslims in Malaysia to help voice out our issues. Many non-muslims are interested to know Islam, Brother. But they do not get nearer due to language limitations cause non-muslims are more into English medium of speech and readings.
I have a friend here who also converted to Islam back in 2001. Attached below is her email about her life. She suffered and still suffers I would say. And I am also worried if there is anything being done to help such people.
Brother, if Allah has called us, Allah would surely try us. But at times we find our fellow malaysian born muslims very ignorant towards people like us. When we wish them Assalamualaikum, they do not reply thinking we are not “ISLAM” . Awareness should be made for them to realise Islam is not for MALAYS only. It is for the whole nation who is lost. And the main call from Allah today is to the lost and the lost is hungry for Allah and Allah’s beautiful guidance. Praise Allah, till today we manage to persevere. The born muslims think that Allah has granted them a heaven due to their birth in muslim families. But imagine if they were in our situation, what would they do? And I need to say, we, new muslims have much knowledge about the religion than they have due to our hunger to seek Allah’s Word. And these people also must learn in ARABIC, Assalamualaikum is used by both Christians and Muslims to wish each other peace, and ALLAH is a word for GOD in Arabic used by all faiths there. I think these born muslims do not know much things, and we know much due to our searches.
I am lucky my family does not torture me. But yet, I am from a Christian background who still find it important to learn comparative religion. I found out the FCR here in Malaysia but was surprised it was charged a high fee for the classes of Intensive for 2 days. I am not sure if many can afford this, but truly, we would prefer the Govt to help subsidise these as well as provide us funds to obtain books such as Qur’an, Hadeeths, Islam DVDs, VCDs, etc. I hope someday these words will manifest.
I wonder if you’re aware that Christians in Malaysia provide absolutely free of charge, Books, Bibles, Study materials, and classes with good quality trainers in English and other languages depending on the churches or organisation. They are not funded by the Govt, yet they have the effort from donations and the church itself. I even used to get monthly magazines such as from the RBC.NET, Glad Tidings, and other international websites that send us materials free of charge. There was even a website called bjnewlife.org that sends us sermons in book format which is of good quality. I am surprised with us, being a Muslim Country could not even get near to these as of yet when we are fully helped via Zakat and the Government, being an Islamic Country. Many new muslims and non-muslims seek literature in English, but due to unavailability, they revert to their old religion. Unless they get hold onto the internet. But not all people can afford the PC and the Net to search.
I mainly wrote in for the hope that you can give light to us converts. Below is a letter from my friend who needs help.
Letter from XXXXXXXXXX (ex Sikh Religion)
Assalammualaikum,
I am not sure where to begin, I am not sure why but I feel that I need to talk to someone.
I converted to Islam for the second time on 10th January 2001 just a month before my marriage with my ex-husband.
The first time I converted to Islam was in 1998 when I was in UNIMAS Sarawak. Yes, at that point I had someone in my life which I very much would like to marry but the law and a regulation of the states was frustrating. I find it in Malaysia, it is so easy to get someone to convert to Islam but when they want to get married they have to face ridiculous laws. When I got married to my second husband I was told to produce 2 Islam male witnesses whom I know for 10 years. How could I know such a person when I am a convert and upmost what is my relationship with that man. Then, my parents found out that I converted and I had to stop my degree program in UNIMAS and they came to his kampong and he did not put up a fight for me. I guess it was not meant to be anyway. When I came back to Kuala Lumpur, I was forced to convert back to Sikhism; the lawyer gave me an empty sheet of paper to sign. All the necessary ceremony was done.
Eventually, I had to move on the road that they want. I found a nice Punjabi guy but when the arrangement of getting engaged was going on, they were still not happy (my family). He is lower cast and so on. Sorry to say these people never understood what I want and what I am since birth. So break off.
Then, I was determined to find a job far away and I got an offer to be the Art & Craft Organiser for the Summerset Colonial Hotel & Villas, Kuala Lumpur Pahang. There I was closed to this man who eventually became my husband (ex). Soft spoken, even time he comes and takes me out after he finishes his prayer, his face looked calm, cold and honest. I have been having dreams of converting to Islam (the pull from Islam was since childhood) and on 10th January 2001, I asked my boss for time out and he was shocked to find out that I wanted to convert. After reciting my kalimah and revert back to Islam, I was given the name XXXXXXXX by my director. I felt empty and calm.
Then I married my husband after 1 month of conversion. Since the second day of marriage he started to abuse me physically and furthermore I was receiving threats from my parents to kill me and so on. Then I called Bukit Aman they said “oh you are still alive” and then I called PERKIM they said “Oh Awak tu Punjabi memang patut kena”. Everyday I will be beaten up, my head will be banged to the iron bar of the bed I even lost my first child when he kicked me in the tummy. But Alhamdulilah I had no pain and I take this as my test. He used to follow syiriks stuffs and so on. I hanged on even the doctors told me that I can’t conceive anymore. I prayed hajat everday and today I have my son. I was named a dog and so on and kafir a lot of things. Sadly there was no family. What I longed was a family. The main argument was for money. I managed to get a divorce.
3 years after that I met a Punjabi convert and tie the knot. He showed me that he follows Islam. I am not a fanatic but I have to see this quality. After marriage he followed Sikhism, he has 3 adult son’s. He stopped working and expects me to feed him and his son and asked me to place his name under my house and car. The marriage lasted 3 ugly months. I managed to talk him out of it.
That was the history, now I stay mainly with my parents this is because they are helping me to take care of my son. I was and still am criticized for converting. My younger brother although we stay in the same house has not spoken to me for the past 8 years. His wife told me that if she conceives a baby girl she will abort the baby as she don’t want her to be like me. Now, my son is getting more matured and he his grand parents are trying to teach him Sikhism. Sometimes my dad buys chicken from Chinese shop if I try to stop him he will use vulgar words to me. I pray daily to get a good spouse that will accept my son and I and live in the environment that we should. I got to know an Indian Muslim man in Dubai through some matrimony website but again I don’t know how should I check if he is genuine, only I trust in my prayers. I just dont want to go through another painful experience as I need peace and a family of my on where I belong. I feel like an orphan in my journey as a Muslim and putting up with the locals whom I know are not defending or living under Islamic Values but defending their rights as Bumiputra. Painful when they treat us as Indian and do not address nor accept us as Muslims.
What my request are:-
Son (XXXXXXXX) is 5 years old now. Since birth his dad never seen him or given any maintenance, I have struggled and I am tired too. I was told by makamah syariah that I can put him behind bars. I know he is married again and have a child, I will not do that as the poor innocent child will loose a father and maybe his food supply. I have tried asking around for financial Aid but the way they talk to me or see me is so devastating. I am treated like an outsider. I hope to recieve some financial Aid as I know we are entitled for but its the theory of who you know not who you are, sad.
I think every converts should be given a family or have some kind of network that helps them. Because most people who officially runs converts associations and issues never sacrifice and they don’t understand the pain.
I had borrowed loans from relatives before but it just multiplies, I have settle all and I am still waiting for AKPK approval to restructure my payments.
I seek free medical facilities in government or semi government hospitals for converts that are alone, single parents.
A true husband who is a guider and provider?
I wish there was free classes and books given away, like the Buddhist does. Every weekend the children and the parents goes and learn, children will have story telling, moral and Islamic studies while parents attend the classes. I know JAWI gives classes but the timing are not of safe time as crime rates are high.
Sometimes, I feel that I am lost still alone and has not seen any promising road, please take me back to the road and the light. Thank you.
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Warm Regards,
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